Its okay to feel

 I Nearly quit at both, Life & Therapy. You think you will go to a session and you will magically be fixed by what ever the therapist does...... Unfortunately it doesn't happen like that. I attempted suicide 3 time. Yes I nearly quit at Life. 1 a cry for help I didnt want to die I wanted help from the sexual assaults, bullying and harrasment. I was never meant to endure this especially from a line manager, your chain of command, the chain of command that is meant to have your back. Not laugh at you when your being assaulted, not turn a blind eye like nothing happened. Who was I to turn to, who was I to reach out to and ask for help. I couldn't. The second time was the only way of explaining this an out of body experience, like I was watching it happen in front off me but couldn't do anything, froze in the moment of the early hours in the morning while on Sanger duty in Kabul. I was alone all tour, scared, isolated, lonely, doing the job of 2 people while overseeing the ...