Its okay to feel

I joined the Army October 2000. I joined my first unit 2002, overjoyed and super proud and excited of the career ahead.  I absolutely loved it meeting new people, based in London, small unit, finally doing my trade. I remember arriving Sunday pottering around in my room when a knock on the door. "Hi I'm Scotty coming pub few of us going down" what a Sunday session. I knew fun times were to come after a difficult time at Deepcut.  The first year was amazing I absolutely loved it, travelled London, nights out in Camden, Leicester Square, sightseeing and growing in knowledge in my trade I was loving life. This is what its finally about the true Army. I was asked to go and assist in another department, short staffed and you got chances of going away, driving round UK & Europe staying in hotels sure why not. Things started well and I was again still enjoying life until things took a turn for the worst. I became a target the only female in the section, it soon turned into h...